What is it about you . All the things in this
life that seem to come so naturally to others, just float so calmly in front of
you, seemingly at your finger tips, but ever so far from your grasp. Meanwhile
you’re on the outside looking in, like an insect. Pondering human life, making yourself as little as possible to avoid being stepped on. Coming to grips with the realization that you’re completely astray from normality. You have a father that wants
to think highly of you, but you and your past seemed to have left that flag
half-massed. He can’t. Your mother thinks too highly of you. She wants to
believe that you have so much potential but she doesn’t see that deep down you
have no idea what you’re capable of doing because all that is in you, is
darkened by a fear of new experience. You’re scared to venture from comfortability.
You have a little brother who has the ambition and drive to fill all that you haven’t, and you get to sit idly by and
watch your families eyes glow in his presence, in all his accomplishment. What’s
here for you. What do you want to be. What do you want to do. When you find what’s
here, will you seize it? When you find out what you want to be will the idea
stay around? When you find out what you want to do will you attack opportunity,
or forever remain haunted by yet another road not taken.